Monday, December 15, 2008

BUGGED!

Okay so I’m not sure what the hell is wrong with me. I’m going to have a melt down over something so small. I know this is going to sound a little childish but I need to vent. The other day was my birthday so I got onto the Internet to check my facebook account to see if anyone had wished my a birthday, (which they didn’t, I’m very hurt j/k) Well when I got on there I found out that two of my ex-boyfriend are getting married. I don’t know why it bugged me so bad but it does. I dumped them, I would never marry them, I didn’t even really love them, it was just puppy love. Then I got onto my myspace account and found out that another one of my ex-boyfriends were getting married. Three out of five of them are getting married and decided to post it on my birthday. It totally made me sick to my stomach. I want to be so happy for them but I can’t. If you could only see the girls they are marrying, I know I’m not the prettiest girl ever, but holy cow those girls are ugly. I can’t even believe that they would even give those ugly girls the time and day. I feel like I’m the only one in the world right now that isn’t married. I know I’m only 23 but holy cow, everyone around me is married and starting to have little ones.