Okay so I’m not sure what the hell is wrong with me. I’m going to have a melt down over something so small. I know this is going to sound a little childish but I need to vent. The other day was my birthday so I got onto the Internet to check my facebook account to see if anyone had wished my a birthday, (which they didn’t, I’m very hurt j/k) Well when I got on there I found out that two of my ex-boyfriend are getting married. I don’t know why it bugged me so bad but it does. I dumped them, I would never marry them, I didn’t even really love them, it was just puppy love. Then I got onto my myspace account and found out that another one of my ex-boyfriends were getting married. Three out of five of them are getting married and decided to post it on my birthday. It totally made me sick to my stomach. I want to be so happy for them but I can’t. If you could only see the girls they are marrying, I know I’m not the prettiest girl ever, but holy cow those girls are ugly. I can’t even believe that they would even give those ugly girls the time and day. I feel like I’m the only one in the world right now that isn’t married. I know I’m only 23 but holy cow, everyone around me is married and starting to have little ones.
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Oh my gosh!!! I totally suck, and forgot your BDAY! I am so sorry. We need to go out!! I will make it up to you. What night do you have open this coming week? I seriously want to do something. AND I know how you feel about the only one not married, and not knocked up! I felt that same way for a long time. BUT, you have such a great boyfriend, and I don't think you have to be married in order for you to know that Matt is totally in love with you. I know he is! Your day will come, and you will look elegant and beautiful and it will be the happiest day yet! Matt is one lucky guy. You are the cream of the crop, top notch, and those "past" guys did not deserve you! I hope that your day gets better and that you realize how amazing and talented of a woman you are!
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